I must take care of my body - and let my spirit take care of me - stay curious and explore. Anything else I do is fine, but not necessary

I am everything that ever was - everything that will ever be.

Freedom is being not as I should be nor as I want to be but as I am

It would seem as though in the absence of thought, nothing happens. I've been coming to understand that it is there where everything happens. Anything worth happening, anyway.

I applied for a full-time instructor position in December. It was a long shot. I hadn't thought about applying - didn't want to just go through the motions when I knew the job wouldn't be given to me. There were too many people in line ahead of me. Too many people more qualified. People began … Continue reading FULLtime →

The last few months have been the longest rainy season I think I've experienced anywhere. Last night there was lightning and thunder, and it will rain throughout most of the day. Unconditional love - first, loving myself and not making anyone else responsible for my happiness; second, loving people and things for who/what they are … Continue reading Unconditional →

In a few weeks, I will be teaching undergrad English courses. It felt good to write that. I'm still in awe of how this all came to be. It's been a journey of following my smiles, doing what I can do, and letting go. I won't bore myself or anyone who reads this with the … Continue reading I’m learning, I’m teaching, I’m learning →

Over the last few weeks, I've been full of joy and wonder as I notice the things I've asked for reveal themselves. In beautifully strange and unexpected ways, magic has made itself known to remind me of my co-creating power. In my career, relationships, and passions, I've witnessed a next-level manifestation of my desires. And … Continue reading Clarity →

Yesterday, I made the choice to embrace my authentic power Today, I used my authentic power to be my authentic self Tomorrow, I'll remember yesterday

I relearned an important lesson this week: God never allows death without simultaneously breathing new life - to surrender is to both release and receive. I've heard a few "no"s since my last blog entry. I've felt joy, loneliness, anxiety and excitement (twin emotions), frustration, and the presence of God in each step. And I … Continue reading The Turn →